You were the one person I could be myself with. But now, more than ever, I feel so disconnected from my own mind and body.
You were the only one that could handle me when I was breaking down, and helped make me stable again. And yet, I'm slowly going insane.
You gave me a purpose to be alive, to come out of my shell and actually mean shit to someone. And now I just want to curl up in a hole and waste away into nothing.
You made me feel like I was the most goddamn special girl on the planet. And now I feel like the most insignificant little speck in the entirety of the universe.
Funny how life screws you over, isn't it?
Funny how we always turn into the people we swore we'd never become.
Funny how the people that mean the most to us are the ones that hurt us the most.
Funny how it always seems so unexpected when in reality, it's so excrutiatingly predictable.
"People do crazy things for the people they love."
-You
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