I'm the kind of girl that can listen to one song on repeat for hours. Maybe because it reminds me of a memory, a person. Maybe because I like to have the background noise. Maybe just because I really, really, really, really like that song.
I'm the kind of girl that will make the same mistake repeatedly. Maybe because I don't care about the consequences of my actions. Maybe because I think that yes, I can make it right this time.
I'm the kind of girl that will give second and third and fourth chances to people that don't deserve them. Maybe because I believe, deep down, that people can learn from their mistakes, and change. Maybe because I just care about people so goddamn much and can't say no. Maybe because they mean too much to me to let them walk out of my life; after all, love is all about finding someone's imperfections and viewing them to be utterly, simplistically, perfect.
I'm the kind of girl that likes to start trouble, never knows what she wants to say but never shuts up, uses songs to express herself, and is completely and undoubtedly insane. I play my music way too loud, I trip over everything, and I make a fool of myself more often than not. Maybe because it's who I want to be. Maybe because it's who I need to be to survive in this goddamn world. I'm not going to change myself to fit a stereotype, to become what I "should" be.
This is who I am. Take it or leave it.
I'd rather you walk out of my life, leaving us both unsatisfied, than have you remain and try to "fix" me.
I am NOT broken.
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